Who he is to me......

He's my best friend.He's my knight in shining armor.He's my rock to lean on and my soft place to fall.He keeps me grounded.I'm the pessimist he's the optimist.I see the glass half empty,he see the glass half full.He's a provider in all ways.He's not a worrier.His favorite words are ,"it will be fine."He's a procrastinator,but all things get done.He's the brains,always gazing off into the air with his mind thinking.
He may not always show his love ,but it's like the wind I always feel it.

He's a great dad who loves his sons.He's a great PawPa who loves his grandchildren.He would climb any mountain or take on any thing that would bea threat to  them.He's a hero.

My greaestt prayer is that God would allow us to grow old together.He's a good man.And I truly love him.

I love to kiss him.I love holding his hand.I love sharing M &M s with him.I love it when he makes me laugh.I love to lay like spoons with him on especially cold nights.I love the way he smells after his shower.
I love looking into his beautiful blue eyes.

I think he looks sexy when he 's in his farm clothes,jeans tucked into his boots,cowboy hat walking across the pasture or on his tractor.He is so handsome when he is dressed up for church.

His favorite cookies:chocolate chip
His favorite ice cream:1/2 chocolate,1/2 vanilla

His favorite pie: Carmel

Favorite meal:Fried Chicken.mashed potatoes,gravy,beans and hot rolls.

He likes a little tea in his sugar.

He loves bull riding ,baseball and basketball.

His hobbies are farming and photography

He is the love of my life.Our heart strings are attached and  beat in rhythm....He's my hero!



MY BEST FRIEND



Jesus Cried

As I glanced  across the way seeing in his eyes and hearing in his voice  the pain that was still so real as he spoke of her death.He spoke how the events of the day had reminded him of that day.He spoke of how it still made no since and how it shouldn't be. I could all but feel his pain.My mind wondered back to that day also,making also no since to me.Death is like that,so often we just can't wrap our minds around it.Why some things happen the way they do.Why sometimes life isn't fair.Death sometimes seers like a branding iron images in our mind that never vanishes away.There was another time  in my life that an image was etched forever  in my mind.It was many years ago but seems like yesterdy;a baby,who was layed in my arms,a mother who cried for help just to save her baby.Trying to do all I could,but the end result was death.These are the times we can never understand or grasp why things happen the way the do.We question God.We wonder what He feels.Does he know our pain? Does He care?
John 11:35-Jesus Wepted
I know he does and in that I can find peace.
It makes no since to me why a Father would give His son to die,and a Son who would give  up His life for me.I deserve nothing.I am so unworthy  of His love ,mercy and grace. Death is powerful in itself.Earthly death is not the end,that's His promise for those who believe in Him and trust His promises.
Though I may never understand,I trust, and in that He gives me comfort.

Choices

Choice

Mans greatest gift,also it's greatest curse,is that we have choice.We can make our choices from love or fear.
There are two primary choices in life: to accept conditions,or accept the responsibility for changing them. I believe that we are solely responsible for our choices,and we have to accept the consequences of every deed,word,and thought throughout our life time.

2012

A New Year.....A blessed day....Church....blackeyed peas......a walk with my best friend.......took in a little nap....... I am blessed......