Saturday, June 23, 2012

RESTLESS

Why do I find myself so restless?My mind wrestling with so much.I heard some one say once, it's like spinning plates! Trying to balance so many at a time knowing that at some point at least one or maybe more will fall.Which do you let fall and which do you try to save.Some are  made of glass and some are plastic.What is really important?

Expectations,we all have them.Is the movie like the book?Does the good guy always win?No!We all live in the fairy tale world where we want the happy ever after to be our story,but that's very seldom the case,but when it is we are one of the lucky ones. Life throws so much at us that sometimes we make decisions that are life altering.I have come to realize that most the things I wrestle with are not in my control.There is but one plate that I should focus on balancing and that is trust,trust in God.And Expectation,well I should only expect that I am not in control.If only life was that simple.It really is. but I myself choose to make it difficult.
Restlessness,it's like the flu,none us us want it,but we all get it from time to time.The only medicine, trust, and the only physician is God.
So this morning as I find myself restless and my mind spinning like plates I think....I'll let a few fall and let someone else clean up the mess........

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