"Though it may take quite a while to get back to where you want to be,just know and not doubt that God has a great feast waiting for you."
When one leaves home to travel or take a journey to places known or unknown there is always a plan to return or get back to where you where. There is no place like home.Sometimes you need a map but for the most part you know your way back.This past year life's journey has been the most difficult storm I've ever endured in my life.In this storm I have become a person I never thought I would be.I have become angry,frustrated and bitter to name a few of my taken on traits. I have taken my eyes off the light that I have always depended on to guide me through the many storms of life, I have had to weathered.Being tossed to and fro has all but left me almost to a state of paralization,and dead to life itself.Not being able yo move on in life and,thinking ,"I'm just giving up.I 'm done."I can never be the person God created me to be again, the person I use to be.This storm has taken me down.
Then I remembered a verse I gave to someone at a very uncertain time in their life.
"God said you will walk through this fire unharmed your head shall not be burned,no water shall cover your head."
I've always maintained faith of a mustard seed and I know that 's why I am where I am today,still holding on by just a thread.Today I know God didn't let me perish in this storm for a reason,His arms are strong enough to carry me through the most difficult of times..But today I don't know how to get back,back to where I want to be.I know where back is..I have experienced what it is to be a child of God,I can all but see it,but I just don't know how to reach it.I don't know how to get back,back to being who God made me.Though it may be a while, I pray God will always be on the road not just leading me but carrying me,until I can get back.BACK TO BEING A TRUE CHILD OF GOD..
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